self-estimate

though the last thing to estimate one's ability is another's,
man can't help doing this,
and I am not the exception,

Informed of the news about admissions my classmates got,
meanwhile, I found that I was not the kind of person I imaged,
I kept looking at the direction i aimed at,
but my body led me to another, subconciously

then I could only turn back to the my crapping thesis,
which reminded me that I'm just like what i've written.