just some feeling for Morocco so far

first of all, merry xmas all,

ok, today is my 9th day in morocco,
which i was very excited about and looked forward,
and after i stayed here during these days,
i still have to say that this is really very interesting and worthy-to-explored place,
i ever tried the crazy vendors for food in the Place Jemma el-Fna,
everyday tired of getting rid of or ignoring from the hassles and the people
who always spoke japanese to us, what a unpolite....
i saw the amazing nature, mountains, gorge, dessert,
and also the landscence in the dark, meanwhile we were very hush in the mountains to get back to marrakesh,
i rode on a camel seeing the sunset(well...not so really sunset) and sunrise from the dessert,
i stayed one night in a tent in the freezing dessert with the berberes,
i tasted the totally different culture and food and the life,
and really stunning for the deliberately decorations of all the things,
i took a couple of night in a traditional riad(house with yard) and really got relaxed then,

ok, so far sounds like i really had a good time and enjoyed these days,

well....half and half,
i have to say that i almost never stop feeling stressful during these days,
dont know why, maybe somehow coming from my personality,
i always stressed myself on the trip,
but in this very diff country, i am just like a target on the street,
everyone took more sight on me, everyone, who past me by, just made a whisle or spoke
[ko ni ji wa] or [a li ga do]....
this really drove me nervos,
and also on the medina or the place jemma el fna,
all the vendors came to us and pushed us to go to their place,
kepting speaking speaking to me,
take lots of time and energy to get rid of them,
i tried to be nice and thinkful to them,
but this also got me tired easilier,
cuz i just thought they just did their job and made money for life,
however this got me very uncomfortable,
i never know and dont know how to tell
the good guys and just one of the hassles,
(before getting here, i ve heard that all the moroccan r hassles,)
it seems that the same to me,
maybe they r nice and told us the way to somewhere,
but i wondered if they will ask for tips next moment,
even children also....
so
for me,
i have to defend all the time for everything,
that is how i am so tired and so easy to get a bid homesick,
but well..
i am getting better now,
maybe just this moment,
and i will miss this someday.